the words inside her: Archive

aussie-wahine asked: just read ur personal post, good on you girl! its great that you can realise where your at and that your so determined now to be positive! i wish you the very best :)

Nov 12th

sinners-sanction asked: I hope you're doing better now.

Nov 12th

Aug 17th

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I need a fresh start. Ever since I attempted suicide by overdosing I feel different. I feel like I was given a second chance. Its weird I’m not sad all the time anymore, I still am alot of the time but in between I am reasonably happy. But I feel that I need to make a new tumblr, to start fresh. To try and be a little more positive.

Aug 1st

Jul 15th

I’ve probably set myself up for heartbreak from you again but it’s a risk I’m willing to take. I want to be with you.

Jul 9th

I have a feeling that I’m not going to be getting any sleep tonight, well not much anyway.

Jul 9th

Jul 8th

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Jul 8th

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Jul 8th

That’s all that I’ve ever wanted, someone to want me. And at the start I wanted you but then someone ruined that for me. Now it’s like I don’t want you to want me anymore. It could be that you’re too clingy but I think it’s because you’re not him. I’m so certain you will treat me well, unlike he did but still I crazily want him, not you. And...

Jul 8th

My hair is oily, I have hairy legs, my fresh open wounds sting, I have mascara streaks down my face and the worst headache. I’m going to go have a shower, wash my hair and my face, shave my legs, while trying to wash today down the drain. I guess I wish I could wash my scars off my legs too. I know I can’t but I’m hoping doing this will make me the smallest bit better.

Jul 4th

Today I tore my skin open and ate a whole block of chocolate. Guess what kind of day I had..

Jul 4th

Sitting, wishing, waiting.

I’m sitting by the window, looking out with tears rolling down my cheeks. Just hoping any second now you will pull up in the driveway and come inside.

Jul 4th