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just read ur personal post, good on you girl! its great that you can realise where your at and that your so determined now to be positive! i wish you the very best :)

Fri, 11 Nov 2011 22:47:45 -0500

I just popped back on here and saw this. Thankyou so much, it means alot. I’m doing so much better now I’m alot happier :)

I hope you're doing better now.

Fri, 11 Nov 2011 22:45:00 -0500

Thankyou so much. I just came back to check on this blog and saw this. I’m doing much much better! I’m alot happier :)

faawk: not.

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 08:46:15 -0400

faawk:

not.

I need a fresh start. Ever since I attempted suicide by overdosing I feel different. I feel like I...

Mon, 01 Aug 2011 07:04:27 -0400

I need a fresh start. Ever since I attempted suicide by overdosing I feel different. I feel like I was given a second chance. Its weird I’m not sad all the time anymore, I still am alot of the time but in between I am reasonably happy. But I feel that I need to make a new tumblr, to start fresh. To try and be a little more positive.

fat, lovely and sad..

Fri, 15 Jul 2011 10:35:38 -0400

fat, lovely and sad..

I’ve probably set myself up for heartbreak from you again but it’s a risk I’m...

Sat, 09 Jul 2011 06:38:57 -0400

I’ve probably set myself up for heartbreak from you again but it’s a risk I’m willing to take. I want to be with you.

I have a feeling that I’m not going to be getting any sleep tonight, well not much anyway.

Sat, 09 Jul 2011 05:55:18 -0400

I have a feeling that I’m not going to be getting any sleep tonight, well not much anyway.

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Fri, 08 Jul 2011 05:24:32 -0400

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Fri, 08 Jul 2011 05:22:47 -0400

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Fri, 08 Jul 2011 04:33:43 -0400

That’s all that I’ve ever wanted, someone to want me. And at the start I wanted you but...

Thu, 07 Jul 2011 22:11:09 -0400

That’s all that I’ve ever wanted, someone to want me. And at the start I wanted you but then someone ruined that for me. Now it’s like I don’t want you to want me anymore. It could be that you’re too clingy but I think it’s because you’re not him. I’m so certain you will treat me well, unlike he did but still I crazily want him, not you. And it’s so hard because I don’t want to hurt you but my life is too complicated for me at the moment, I don’t need you to complicate it more. You’re so sweet and kind but maybe I like the bad guys. I don’t know why.

My hair is oily, I have hairy legs, my fresh open wounds sting, I have mascara streaks down my face...

Mon, 04 Jul 2011 03:49:14 -0400

My hair is oily, I have hairy legs, my fresh open wounds sting, I have mascara streaks down my face and the worst headache. I’m going to go have a shower, wash my hair and my face, shave my legs, while trying to wash today down the drain. I guess I wish I could wash my scars off my legs too. I know I can’t but I’m hoping doing this will make me the smallest bit better.

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Mon, 04 Jul 2011 03:29:31 -0400

Today I tore my skin open and ate a whole block of chocolate. Guess what kind of day I had..

Mon, 04 Jul 2011 03:02:56 -0400

Today I tore my skin open and ate a whole block of chocolate. Guess what kind of day I had..

Sitting, wishing, waiting.

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 21:35:58 -0400

I’m sitting by the window, looking out with tears rolling down my cheeks. Just hoping any second now you will pull up in the driveway and come inside.

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Sun, 03 Jul 2011 07:24:18 -0400

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Sun, 03 Jul 2011 07:21:47 -0400

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Sun, 03 Jul 2011 07:18:41 -0400

I don’t want to be alone tonight.

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 03:41:54 -0400

I don’t want to be alone tonight.

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Sat, 02 Jul 2011 22:47:20 -0400